well, i know that 2 people minimum would be happy if and that minimum one person would do EVERYTHING to keep me from that XD
besides o.o i once had a good friend here, something like warrior cats or something. i miss her o.o OMG what happened XD

now to what i wanted to talk about. i don't grow better at drawing, even if i try practising every day. all i can do is to load up amateur photos or great photos which were taken by people i know and i have to do with.

i am not good at writing in english either and it doesn't matter which beautiful, pervert or whatever phantasy i have, i can't put it into practice. i am simply not able to do anything. besides i have a biiiiig down at the moment because of family troubles. my parents don't want a daughter who has to go to hospital every evening and my brother doesn't want a in her freetime videogame addicted sister XD (OMG VIDEOGAMES *hearts-in-eyes*)

so i wanted to know if anyone would care, if i would leave.

(please forgive my rare uploadings and don't look at it. tell me just because of the results of my works. even if they are rare XDDD)

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whyever they haven't kicked me yet (never uploaded something, never scanned my demyx-pics, whyever oO) is still in this club: